Feeling the Feeling

I struggle on Saturdays. I feel the need or the want to rest and do nothing useful at all, but I also feel the pressure to be purpose-driven and even to hear God's voice throughout the day on exactly what I should do. It exhausts me to be honest, but as I ponder my dilemma, I realise just how much I depend on needing a feeling in order to do something. It's partly just my character and way of doing things, but I guess we can all identify with this to an extent. I'm sobered when I realise how many things I could do by just doing them on the spot rather than waiting for the feeling to come. The irony is that I would probably feel more satisfied and fulfilled at the end of a "doing" day than a day of rest. There's a place for rest, but I need something to rest from!