A Cloudy Heart

You have some days where things just don't make sense and click together like the pieces of a puzzle that neatly interlock and form a picture. It's like looking at clouds in the sky. You try and look for patterns, shapes, representations that mean something, but clouds are scattered, unpredictable and constantly moving and changing shape. Even when they form a neat shape for a moment, the moment is soon gone. Sure, clouds can be beautiful and when they are wrapped around the sun, especially at sunsets, the colours become beautiful, but sometimes it's just overcast and the emotions are either overwhelming or just confusing. I have days like this and I guess there's not always much to do about it. Sometimes negative emotions are there for a reason and with a bit of thought or analysis you can see their source and change them. Beyond that, the best thing is to just reach up and hold onto God - reach in faith to the sun that is behind the clouds. You may not feel like you can see Him at the time, but your past experiences of a clear day leave you assured that He's there and in time you will see Him in full view again.